Okay, so anyway, my troubles all began yesterday with my wonderful Symphonic class. (the top choir at our school) and so anyway, Mr. Scarth, our teacher wasn't there so there wasn't a lot of rehearsing to be done. After this class ended, I went to my next class, which is our jazz group, Counterpoints. Now, I tried taking the lead and told the freshmen to get out their copy of 'Silver Bells' and my friend Lizzy tells me to sit down and how 'one person should be running the class.' So, feeling quite pissed because I was already in a bad mood, I told her off and sat down, feeling quite angry. Then, while we were singing, as you guys know, I've been sick for quite some time (if my calendar's correct, which it is most the time, it's been for a little over a month) and this one girl named Liz tells me that I'm pinching when I hit the high notes. Well, apparently she's been sick too and so she's not singing and I am so sick of people telling me if I'm sick don't sing the high notes and that if I do, I'll pinch and hurt my voice. Well, I'm the only first besides her and she doesn't even SING half the time, so of course, I have to sing. And she keeps telling me this over and over and over again and so being the person I am, I lose it. My words, bleeped out. This is the blue moon I was telling you guys about. "Well if your so ****** concerned about this ***** choir, why don't you stop with the act and just sing?!"
She told me to stop lashing out at her and started complaining how stressed she was and we started getting into a yelling fight. And then her stupid aft hole of a slagging boyfriend came in who I can't STAND and began to listen to us. She still wasn't singing and then when I hit the high note, they BOTH started laughing at me. I felt so bad that I started crying and neither of them apologized. And now, I find out that half the girls in Symphonic are on strike because a few people aren't singing as loudly as the other people. I am so done with the choir drama!
Oh yeah, second part of my story. I went up to liz to say that I was sorry for yelling at her yesterday.
Me: Hey, Liz, can I talk to you for a second?
Liz: You know what Hannah? I really don't want to talk to you, so go *** off.
I was speechless. So I sent her a text saying how sorry I was and I finally got a text back. This is what it said.
Hannah, I am so sick of your ****. You've treated me bad this whole year and yesterday was the final straw. We aren't Nightmare buddies anymore." (We were nightmare before christmas buddies) I am like, seriously crying right now because we were best friends. She never treated me like this until she and her stupid boyfriend started dating and he HATES me. I don't know what to do!